I Just Called…..To Say…..I Hate You…..

So, Mike didn’t drop Lilly off today.  Want to know why?  He stubbornly and stupidly refuses to have her visitations at my house, and he can’t find anyone to “supervise,” now that my parent’s won’t allow me on their property.  It’s not that he thinks she’s in any real danger.  We agree on Sunday this week because Lilly had a Girl Scout thing.  So I call yesterday to talk to him about these court mandated “home visits” that are now scheduled.  Like…..hon….you’re gonna have to give.  Lilly will have to actually BE in my HOME to have HOME STUDIES DONE.  He says no.  And you are two hours late calling with your 24 hour notice, so I’m not dropping Lil off tomorrow, she has a birthday party in Shinglehouse to go to anyway.

What?

Mike…wait…so I didn’t even HAVE to agree to Sunday instead of Saturday at ALL, and I’m trying to be nice here, and YOU DO THIS???  I CALLED YOU BEFORE AND YOU WOULDN’T ANSWER YOUR PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!

WE TALKED ABOUT ME SEEING HER SUNDAY INSTEAD OF SATURDAY A FUCKING HUNDRED TIMES!!!!

YOU KNEW THAT I “INTENDED” TO SEE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!

So this is how he gets out of being “notified” that I intend to take advantage of my court ordered visitation time with my daughter.  He just doesn’t pick up the phone.

Then when he finally does, I’m “late” with the notification, so it “doesn’t count.”

I call the State Police.  They can do nothing because nothing has happened yet.  So I say…so at 10:01am tomorrow (today), when he doesn’t drop her off, I can call you and you’ll make him bring her to me?

We’ll see.  Call tomorrow, Ms. Kenley, we have more important things to do, Ms. Kenley.

I call today.

Ma’am, Mr. Ingall’s said that you were late notifying him that you intended to use your court ordered time…..you see where this goes.  I’m sick of typing it.

Well is she even IN HIS CUSTODY??

Ms. Kenley, when she gets back from her birthday party in Shinglehouse, we’ll have him bring her here to make sure she’s “okay.”

Oh, so YOU get to decide if she’s “OKAY??!!”  YOU GET TO DECIDED WHETHER SHE WOULD HAVE RATHER GONE TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY THAN SPENT TIME WITH ME??

Cuz I’ll tell you what–she probably would have chosen to see Mommy instead.  Because she only gets to see Mommy for 8 fucking hours a week, now down to 2 on Tuesdays.  Which I’m sure will be cancelled too.

I’m fucking sick of everything.

Why do I even try?

Hey Mike?  Hey Brenda?  Hey Bill and Jaimi?  It’s Cooper’s Birthday today.  And your 32nd Anniversary was two days ago.

But I didn’t call about any of that, because this “family” isn’t celebrating any of that.

I just called.

To say.

I Hate You.

2 thoughts on “I Just Called…..To Say…..I Hate You…..

  1. Awe my heart just aches for you everytime I read your blog. I wish I could be there to give you a hug because you need one I know you do. Why doesn’t your ex dick of a husband or whatever he is check his phone to see what time you did call. Your being screwed so bad. If it makes you feel any better I don’t have a family either. I’m here if you want to vent.

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