Twin Sons Sleeping Peacefully Upstairs…And I Have To Give Them Back In Two Hours….I Want To Throw Up.

As I continue to edit and re-edit Kidowed, my first book, in the hopes of releasing it soon in paperback, with a fuller version, sort of a second edition…looking back…..I’m sick to my stomach that I have to give my twin sons to my mother and father later today, and Lilly will go to her father’s house at 6:45pm…..

The days I have to give all three of them away are the worst.  I start sobbing in the car on the way home, which, if I have the energy, turns into rage….if I don’t….despair.

How could this be?

The “justice” system is so cruel, so terse, and final.  I finally got the transcript from the “partial hearing” in July when the Judge originally gave the boys to my parents, pending many things–my drug testing clearances, my CYS clearances, my legal representation (which never happened)…

But they didn’t have to do a thing.

Why?

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